The Hoodoo Workshop

could you heal me

Dearest my prayer angels,

I am humbling myself to you, requesting you to please continue praying for me. I have been out of job for a while now and I am so afraid of all possibilities that could happen. But, my faith in God is strong and I know He will not forsake me. I was furloughed from my state job of nearly 18 years and I truly wish I could return back to my mining profession. But with today's competition to one vacant position in an ad, chances are so minimal that only a miracle from God can make the difference, that maybe I will have the job, by chance. Even when I know I did my best in presenting myself professionaly to both my Resume and interview, again, my chances of getting hired is still slim because the company will consider looking at other aspirants and candidates.

There is this job I truly like, that hopefully, I may not need to relocate to another area (Buzzi Unicem and Ashland Water Technologies), I submitted my resume (CV) but, again, the interview am sure will be tough and braindraining because am sure, candidates for the same position may be by the hundreds. Please, I humbly ask everyone, please pray for me that I get the job and position.

Please pray for my finances, I am really scared, my house was almost hit from foreclosure proceedings two months ago until a Homeowners Assistance Program saved me at a much reduced monthly payment. I hope I will return to work soon in order for me to be able to pay my mortgage, bills and debts. I did not have a piece of turkey meat and gravy and cranberry sauce last Thanksgiving Day, I was alone and was no where to go because I did not want to be a bother to any family. Am not expecting much to be merry this Christmas, there was no reason for me to be merry anyway, it'll only be another day although I feel sad listening to Christmas music when I know it will not be a merry yuletide for me, I have no plans of joining other people's homes because I cannot participate in gift giving or partying. I am scared of the upcoming winter because I cannot afford to buy heating oil for the house and hot water. Like what I did last winter 2010 and 2011, I shut my water to keep the pipes from freezing and breaking, I use the rest rooms of a nearby McDonald or BurgerKing restaurants before going home and cover myself in quadruple blankets from head to toe to save on power. I am not worried about what to eat because I will manage afterall on canned foods and loaf bread and water.

Please pray for my ex-wife, Carole whom I was with for over 25 years, I loved her so much and did not do anything horrible to make her get miserable. I gave Carole the best part of my life when I was earning good money as an engineer and travels and when we had a good life together but she left me and knowing now that I have nothing more to offer her, she kept her decision to stay away from me; and instead, now suing me for material assets without compassion. She slaps me to my face by laughing and saying it is a curse now that I lost my state job and good for me that these things happened, now she can leave me, she said. I heard from sources that she goes out partying with friends and enjoying herself like she used to and she works full time from the beginning. I paid for all the most part of expenses at home and travels while she kept her own money. All I could do was cry myself to sleep. I loved her so much to this day but there was nothing much I can do. Please pray for Carole and her lawyer Mary Favinger and my defence, counsel Ron Creazzo, that the Holy Spirit will touch Carole and her lawyer, Amen.

All I ask from you are your unceasing prayers for me, please continue praying for me and Carole. I am begging my Lord to release me and lift me up from the painful persecutions and trials, tribulations, sufferings and struggles I am going thru in my life now, I am not complaining but I am still holding on to God because He is the only one who can save me and lift me up from all these turmoils. I know he will always protect and guide and open the doors for me because He is my Refuge. Wishing you my heartfelt thanks, may God bless you always.

Sincerely,


Ed